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I had so much fun with everyone I met for the first 2 years of Gmod animations, I wish that if all of us meet in real life...I will be super, extremely happy, and, most importantly, there wouldn't be a single day I would trade if I could talk with you guys. You guys are all pretty much my light, my happiness, my reason to strive, to live, and stay here, with all of you. I am honestly beyond grateful that I got meet you guys and honestly...I wish we could all do this every day. Talking with each other, having fun, messing around, and all of that other stuff. But for right now. I just want to live in this moment of pure peace, happiness, laughter and overall, friendship and love. I really love all of you guys and I wished that if all of us will meet in real life, my dream will soon come true. Even if I may not know you personally and may not have even met at all in general, I'm happy to see that the people here are so kind, caring and understanding. To all of these special and wonderful people, I am beyond blessed that I met you...like I said before you are all my reason to live, thank you all so much for everything. (I wish I could have everyone in here, but I'm sorry to those who didn't make the top here.)
All the people I met for the last 2 years:
All the people I met for the last 2 years:
My mental state is getting more worse than before.
I know it's been a month since my online friend, Sephy90, has sadly passed away due to pancreatitis on May 20th, but I'm still moving on, but I'm still struggling with my doubts, depression, unease, and lost confidence from the Splatoon Gmod/SFM Community due to the fact...I just need to seek out counseling...to heal my brain to be better. That's why I need help from my irl friends and family to give me tons of support...to help me move on...so I can be back to my old self, no matter what. And I will feel much better to ease my loneliness. Thank you all for understanding my emotional doubts...and I'll get support from you, my friends, family, and everything. I will get mental help as soon as possible...to ease my doubts.
New Plans for TheHunter Classic:
I know I have a lot of stuff for TheHunter Classic, but here is the list on what I need for the TheHunter Classic right here:
1. Duck Hunting:
A. Mallard Full Spread Decoy Bundle: 1560 EM$
B. 36 Mixed Decoy Bundle: 2999 EM$
C. The Ducks are Spinning: 1947 EM$
D. 3 Waterfowl Blind Summer Swamp: 1350 EM$
E. Happy Camper Tent Swamp Camo: 550 EM$
Total: 8406 EM$
2. Goose Hunting (Excluding Magpie Goose):
A. 3 Canada Goose Decoy Full Spread: 4680 EM$
B. The Geese are Spinning: 1947 EM$
C. Male Yellow Retriver: 999 EM$
D. 6 Backpacks: 1200 EM$
E. Tropical Waterfowl Blind: 450 EM$
Total: 8277 EM$
3. European Big Game:
A. Val-Des-Bois
What to expect for me to do in 2019:
Important:
1. Lose the body weight to either 190 to 180 by eating more veggies and less meat (but seafood is fine with me).
2. Hopefully find a second job. (Well, the shipyard was a obvious choice, but my opinion would be either GameStop, Best Buy, or Wilco Farm Stores)
3. Try saving up alot of cash and income for big trips in the state. (cannot tell; family business).
4. Try to get more social outside of Discord (which is my social area, but I'm still trying my best to conquer my shyness towards girls between my age).
5. Get some serious skeet shooting training for fall of 2019 (depending on my skill level).
6. Try mo
Alpha's Birthday Collab Announcement Revived
Fellow Deviantart users, I have created a Birthday Collab from last year, and it didn't go too well, so I thought I'll put it on hold until next year and bring it back for the next round, so I did bring it back for the round two of the collab, so...here it is:
Don't forget, you can also make photo entries for this collab as well, and the due date is on October 5th, so have fun on those picture entries.
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Thanks for the mention sir, are you thinking about a La Royal Swans: Awesome Newcomers?